Wednesday, May 03, 2006

may 3

has it been a month since my last post? sorry amy! life is very sweet. i love love love my baby. she is getting more & more fun. plays peekaboo, scrunches up her face while smiling, and shakes her little head back & forth when i sing to her. like i shared with my small group last night, i think i am really enjoying life for the first time. i've spent most of my life yearning for connectedness, close friendships, a happy home life. in grade school, looked forward to the fun of high school (what was i thinking?). in high school had high hopes for college (huge disappointment). weren't those supposed to be the golden years you would look back on fondly? over the years, have had lots of ppl pray for me & heard lots of assurances that life would change for me. and, after many tears, much angst, bouts of depression and loneliness, i finally see God's faithful hand. thank you for my family, my dear friends, my husband, my daughter.